I deface my blog constantly with technology articles in the hope that only people who dig deep enough can see through my personal issues and well, my character. I do like technology, but I am more inclined to blog about thoughts, morality and personal feelings .
People eat food in two different ways. I will take the example of my kids. My son will eat up all the tasty morsels first, while my daughter will save it for the last. My approach is the latter and so I like to throw most people of the wagon with my rant on technology but occasionally drop morsels of my personal life. It serves two purposes
- To remember the days by gone
- To vent and to release my stress
I do not know if its the separation of more than a year from my kids that’s causing an indifference in me. I used to cry relentlessly because I missed them. But lately I am not even sure if I miss them any more. Maybe its because I haven’t heard from them for a long time. I wonder what it would be like to meet them after they are all grown up. We will probably just do idle talk, talk about the weather, the birds and the bees and the perfunctory “Love you do’s” and then that will be over too.
I used to worry about the future and the loneliness of having to face old age, but I don’t worry about it any more. One step at a time, one day at a time, easy does it.
.Do not be afraid. I will save you. I have called you by name—you are mine. When you pass through deep waters, I will be with you; your troubles will not overwhelm you. When you pass through fire, you will not be burned; the hard trials that come will not hurt you. For I am the Lord, your God. … because you are precious to me and because I love you and give you honor, do not be afraid—I am with you!
I will be with you always, to the end of the age
Do not cast me off in the time of old age; Do not forsake me when my strength fails.