When I use the term sage, I primarily mean it in a perfunctory way to notate my position as a married bachelor. It actually feels refreshing to know that I have few responsibilities in life, that I am not accountable to anyone but GOD, that I don’t have to fulfill any marital obligations, that I don’t have to uphold my respect in society, because that has already been tainted by a fair number of diligent contributors.
All I have to do is wait till I get old enough to die…but I suspect that’s going to be a long wait. Suicide is not an option for me, because I am too scared to do it (the irony of that !!!!).
In the mean time I have to figure out a way to be do some good to someone, or be useful to society in some way. Not for the sake of feeling good or because its the right thing to do, it’s just a passion that’s brewing deep inside me… But I can’t seem to figure out what it is? Obviously being a christian, I feel it has be somehow related to my faith.
Well sage or not….this old bastard needs a bone to chew on !!!!
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