Thrashed my 2 year old nephew


This happened 2 decades back, but it is still in the back of my mind like yesterday. My sister entrusted me to look after her 2 year old son while I was staying with them and attending school. She said she would be out for a few hours. Unfortunately, I took this as an opportunity to watch a skin flick. My nephew wanted some extra attention; he wanted me to hold him. In the heat of the moment my selfishness overcame me. I beat him hard on his thighs a couple of times and locked him in an adjacent room. He continued to cry even louder, So I went back and beat him a couple of times more.

He is currently attending an ivy league university and I am probably one of his favorite uncles. I hate myself for what I did. Sooo much…

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I am the voice inside your head I am your deep dark fantasy I am the anger that you manifest I am your failure and your shame I am the lust in your eyes I am your vainglorious pride I paint your heart green with jealousy I am the greed that fills you with sorrow I make you the nothing that you are If any of the above sentiments resonates with you, perhaps you should confess it. Truth is, most of us confess our failures or pains to someone. Be it a priest, therapist or an accountability partner. Confession obliterates the power of failure, shame and pain. It liberates us. If you have a confession write to sethgofiger@gmail.com. Let the world know your pain and receive your healing. Your secret will always be safe with me (in fact, your messages will be deleted from my mailbox as soon as its published).

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